Chap 20
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the bed and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do you come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed by him. But you are the one that I need. You don’t know how much I love you, Niall. You changed my life at the moment. I heard you sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t love you as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, you are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let you down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will love you till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie you with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first love and I am the one you love most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your heart cry for love. And you act like there’s no room, room for me or anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would move out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a puppy love. It was just a puppy love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do you still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if you will love another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to love you so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see you cry like this. I love you. I have always been in love with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft kiss on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my heart was shattered into pieces. In a triangle love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that you came first or later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our triangle love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the photo of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are you doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are you burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, you have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her puppy dog eyes:
“Can you give me one?”
I said with my widened eyes:
“Really? You want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did you wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find you again.”
She laughed:
“Wow you did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are you here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do you think it’s crazy? We saw each other every day and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier or more beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? You see? You are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell said that my name was too hard for fans to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I love your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do you think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
Part 1: Her finally choice.
Niall’ P.O.V
I was sitting on the bed and having Bella in my arms. I whispered:
“ Why do you come back, honey?”
She smiled:
“ I did lose Zayn. He attracts me every time I see him. I am obsessed by him. But you are the one that I need. You don’t know how much I love you, Niall. You changed my life at the moment. I heard you sing the song ‘Forever Young’ for the first time.”
I stroke her hair gently:
“Really, Bella? But I don’t love you as much as Zayn does.”
Bella blushed:
“That’s why I choose you, Niall. Zayn is too good for me. I don’t desverve him. I can’t make him happy for his whole life. He has to forget me. That’s the best choice for all of us”
I kissed on Bella’s forehead softly :
“Bella, you are the best girl I’ve ever known. I won’t let you down. Everything will be fine. We will overcome all these suck things. And Bella, I’m terribly sorry for everything I’ve done.”
“It’s okay, Nialler. I have to say sorry too. I shouldn’t have cheated on you” Bella said, looking her fingers with mine.
I said:
“Bella, I promise. I will love you till the end of time.”
Suddenlly, she put one finger on my lips, saying:
“Don’t promise anything, Niall. I don’t want to tie you with me forever. I just need to know that I am your first love and I am the one you love most. With me, that’s enough. From now on, we don’t need to hide anything anymore, okey, Niall?”
I nodded and hugged her tightly. I sang a song of The Wanted:
“I hear your heart cry for love. And you act like there’s no room, room for me or anyone. ‘Don’t disturb’ is all I see. Close the door, turn the key. If loneliness would move out, I’d fill the vacancy. In your heart, in your heart, in your heart, I don’t care who was there before.”
Bella normally drifted off in my arms. I kissed her hair and looked out the window. The sun was setting but I could feel a new start.
* * *
Zayn’s P.O.V
I had smoked 6 cigarettes since Bella left. Maybe Niall was the best choice for her. I knew she loved me but it was the past. It was just a puppy love. It was just a puppy love. It meant nothing. At the moment she kissed me, I thought that I would be with her forever. But after the kiss, Bella stroked my hair gently and said:
“Zayn, do you still remember our first kiss. Please never forget it. Even if you will love another girl in the future, don’t forget our love. I used to love you so much, Zayn but Niall is the guy for me. He’s changed all my life.”
I saw Bella tear up a little. I wiped her tears away and said:
“It’s okey, Bella. Don’t cry. I never want to see you cry like this. I love you. I have always been in love with you. But your choice is mine. We will be good friends, okey?”
She nodded smilingly and I gave her a soft kiss on her forehead. When I told her all these things, I really wanted Bella to be happy but my heart was shattered into pieces. In a triangle love, there was always a third person. It didn’t matter that you came first or later, the one that was loved less was the third person. And I was the third person in our triangle love. But I respected Bella’s choice. Sometimes when we loved someone too much, we had to let them go.
“Bella…Belly…” I whispered to myself.
I looked out of the window and saw the moon sparking and the stars twinkling on the sky. They reminded me of the night that I showed her a meteor shower. It was the best moment of my life that I would never forget. On that night I wished I would find Belly again and finally my wish came true. With me, that was enough. I opened my cellphone and deleted the photo of Bella that I took on that night. I came to my wardrobe and took out all the drawings and my diary. I came to the balcony and burned them. I saw Bella’s face in my drawings burning in the fire. I felt as if she was smiling with me. I whispered:
“Good bye, Bella.”
Suddenly, I heard a beautiful voice behind me:
“What are you doing, Zayn?”
I turned my head and saw Bella’s angelical smile. She was hugging a blue pillow. She sat down beside me, asking:
“What are you burning?”
When I was about to hide the pictures, she immediately snatched them, yelling:
“Oh my god, is it really me? Am I that beautiful? Zayn, you have an amazing talent!”
I smiled when I saw her happy face:
“Thanks. I think it’s time for me to burn it.”
She gave me her puppy dog eyes:
“Can you give me one?”
I said with my widened eyes:
“Really? You want?”
She nodded blushly and took one drawing. It was the one that I draw her sleeping under the meteor shower. Then I burned all the others. After a short silence, Bella said:
“I still remember that meteor shower. I wished everyone I loved would be with me forever.”
I smiled:
“Really?”
She said:
“Yeah and I think now my wish comes true.”
“So does mine.”
“What did you wish, Zayn?” Bella asked.
I looked into her dard blue eyes:
“I wished I would find you again.”
She laughed:
“Wow you did try to find me. It’s great to know that.”
I asked:
“So why are you here at this time?”
She joked:
“You don’t want me to be here? Oh okey don’t make faces like that. I’m just kidding. Niall told me to come. It’s been a long time since we last met as Belly and ‘Handsome’, right? There’s a lot of memories to bring back.”
We walked into the room and sat on the bed. Bella was still hugging the pillow. She laughed:
“Do you think it’s crazy? We saw each other every day and we couldn’t realize that we used to be a couple.”
I agreed:
“Yeah that’s really weird. Because I thought the girl I find is called Belly. Moreover, you’ve changed too much.”
She lifted her eyesbrows:
“Oh uglier or more beautiful?”
I teased her:
“Crazier.”
Bella laughed out loud and hit me with her pillow. I shouted:
“You see? You see? You are absolutely crazier.”
She stopped hitting me and asked:
“If I’m right, your name was Zain, not Zayn?”
I answered:
“Oh! Simon Cowell said that my name was too hard for fans to pronounce so I had to change my name.”
She said:
“Oh I see. But I love your old name more. It’s really special. Oh, so many memories to tell, do you think we can remind them in just one night?”
I messed her hair and laughed:
“I don’t think so, Belly.”
And on that night, Bella and I were awake all night. We told all the old stories again. We had a lot of laughters. And I knew that Bella made a good choice.
* * *
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